Guru Poornima, My Paradise!!
My
dearest Amma,
When you proposed the question of my experience that night of Guru Poornima,
I was awestruck with no words. What will I tell and how? You know
what? Every moment with you is thrilling and enthralling.
On
the day, I was finely late in the morning but since the moment I
entered, that level of being late anxiety was already gone. It's the
magic of the peetham adding more fragrance with your due presence.
With the usual traditional tour of all Gods and prayers, I entered
the kudil, where I saw 100s of heads aligned together the only reason
being japa with a pin drop silence.
If this is not discipline then
what is..!!
I
saw flowers everywhere, but the environment was adorn with vibrant of
Shiva. What more one like me could as for ma. Such an ecstasy.
When I opened my eyes, I was summoned for Ambal aarati.
She is yet
another..!!
She never failed to astonish me each time I see her. Her
smile is soft enough to live the life for.
Before
I could arrest her into my iris, I was summoned again by the
beautiful voice that rendered a delightful song which is all my
strength. It pulled me and by the time I reached, alas, I was late
again. As usual, my Amma, with a great smile and a cute sarcasm of my
late, welcomed and introduced me to the explanation of madalam.
The
AUM and SIVOHAM. wow. It felt truly cosmic. AMMA, anyone can form a
group, BUT IT TAKES A GREAT LEADER TO GUIDE AND GUARD THEM.
Then
comes the nature walk to get a devoted tree.
Amma,
the night of Guru Poornima, I had the 'Ishta Vriksha' on my dream and
we literally spoke to one another. Absolutely no words than being
astound.
After
a big lunch, you intentionally chose the time for pranayam practice,
so that while doing Bala Japa, none should fall asleep ;) isnt that
perfect Amma? You know every single devotee of yours. 
Shivan
aarati - Amma, how else would I even begin to explain the elation of
Shiva. There are a lot of things within me which none can understand or
probably I don't show to anyone. I talk to you with all my soul. When
u took the elevation of the bhajan, Kaashi Vishwanatha Gange...
Balamma, the vibration was so strong and intense that it pulled out tears in me. I cried out loud. Cried my heart out.
Balamma, the vibration was so strong and intense that it pulled out tears in me. I cried out loud. Cried my heart out.
Amma, If it is humanly possible to thank you, then I choose every single
medium to express my gratitude.
Love
you for a million years, and for a million more.
People
say beauty lies is the eyes of the beholder. With you, there is no
such limit called beauty. It is always bliss.
seeking
your blessings as always,
Santhoshi.
